Facing the Giant

Today, I cried in my heart .

there are things that i really love to do and i dont really fight for it. the things that were not my desire, i found out that i gave it more effort. Im quite sad today because im not doing good in my work. im not performing well. and sometimes i just feel useless. i know this is a negative side of me and i know it happen every time before my PMS. haha! i looked in the mirror this afternoon just to comfort myself that im good, i can do all things, im loved, and i will not giving up on myself. and i prayed my silent prays knowing that im not alone. i just want some companion. i dont know why i feel llike im alone,fighting alone i mean. i hope someone know this and willing to be on my side...bianey..sorry dear self, im being emotional today